Sorry to my readers

I know people have been looking for a recent update. Know that I am okay, and will be blogging again soon. 5 day work week and making plans with friends left and right has kept be busy and requires a lot more down time - not to mention the guy I've been crushing on.  If [...]

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Paranoid Scumbag

It's so hard to talk about anything right now... I've become increasingly more paranoid and hate being home. I've upped my medication and am back on Ativan to get me through the night, and just like before, I'm terrified to be home. My paranoia is through the roof, and I'm scared all the time. I [...]

Allowed to be Angry

In full swing I have been pissed at Kylie, and rather than possibly projecting my inner child onto her, I'm not allowing guilt to conflict with my ability to utilize my anger as a tool for boundary setting. I made it absolutely clear that if she's comfortable trashing the kitchen floor so everyone has to [...]