The Waiting Game

I called the landlord to see if he had made a decision, and the realtor went away for a few days; I won't know anything till Saturday morning. The good news is there's still a chance... I just really hope it's me. Aside from that I had my yearly performance review, and I did as [...]


Hope, Deceit, and Karmic Energy

This week has been more fluctuating than the stock market during bush era. The most pressing issue on my plate was what I was sprung with last night... The guy I was FWB with, Chris, made it seem like trying to get back together with his girlfriend in Vermont was on a down spiral and [...]

The Goddess of Charity

As a child, when you do good deeds, you love to be praised and be reinforced with how good you are and what you've done. Today, thanks to the digital age of viral videos and shared post counts, there are tons of video to be seen of charitable acts of love.... but somehow, I didn't [...]

Toxic Masculinity

Why it matters that my son is raised by a feminist Toxic Masculinity Produces Lonliness Also, pics from the women's march I went to in portsmouth

Addiction, blogs, and the mental element

Tired beyond belief in mind, body, and soul, I turn to my primitive mind engaging in old fantasies of the past that I entertained in my youth, consumed by lust, and the need to be loved. There's something about the emotional brain that's amazing and corruptive when left unchecked, but I find it essential at [...]

Ladies, We’re Taking Back our Sex Drives

So I'm not entirely sure what possesses me to take such a huge risk, but I'm a grown ass woman and I'm gonna step up to the plate. You know craigslist, right? That site that's split between shit you wanna get rid of and creepers lurking on the internet? Frankly, I'm a little done with my [...]

Adventures in EMDR Part 3: Decoding What Crazy Means (All Aboard)

About an hour has passed since I came out of therapy. The healing mind is still attempting to nurture me with messages that present an authentic level of self-compassion that feels new to me on some level, as the focus of this session was to pick a sentence associated with multiple memories of varying levels [...]

Differentiating the Demon from the Man (The Succubi Addiction & Codependency Factor)

Today I've had a veil over my eyes - the hypnotic melodia of my sex drive wanting to rear it's tiny little head out, but instead hijacking my imagination and lulling me back to the fantasy of a man I thought I once knew and loved. This is the experience of addiction, chasing the next fantasy [...]