Adventures in EMDR Part 3: Decoding What Crazy Means (All Aboard)

About an hour has passed since I came out of therapy. The healing mind is still attempting to nurture me with messages that present an authentic level of self-compassion that feels new to me on some level, as the focus of this session was to pick a sentence associated with multiple memories of varying levels [...]

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Differentiating the Demon from the Man (The Succubi Addiction & Codependency Factor)

Today I've had a veil over my eyes - the hypnotic melodia of my sex drive wanting to rear it's tiny little head out, but instead hijacking my imagination and lulling me back to the fantasy of a man I thought I once knew and loved. This is the experience of addiction, chasing the next fantasy [...]

Blending Experiences

Yesterday I did the Hecates ceremony and a tarot reading with a few simple questions with powerful results. Before the Hecates ceremony I caught myself in a religious state I hadn't experienced in a long time... But the emotion was strong and intense. Whenever I prayed to God as a Seventh-day Adventist Id always end [...]

Wicca, Hecate, and Healing

It's amazing how messages keep affirming, reaffirming, and building upon themselves. I'm currently working out of a book called "Hands of light; a guide to healing through the human energy field." One of the messages it talked about what receiving messages for healing, and the only way for that to happen is to connect with [...]

A Day of Self Care

I don't know what it was yesterday but I felt weighed down, heavy, and my soul was just out of sync. I needed a vibrational lift, and set out for exactly that. I walked from my house to Lee initially to shop at misty meadows when Henry, one of my regulars at work, spotted me [...]

The Color Red

I wonder if by free association there's something about the color red that bothers me... I've been trying to do a chakra meditation and when I visualize red I have a hard time with it. My mind try's to force it or it wanders and I always end up mad at Ben over the fight [...]

Spiritually in Tune

Learning about psychic abilities, I'm amazed how so many forms of spirituality point back to the law of attraction and being in touch with the universe/universal mind. I need to continue practicing the law of attraction of enhance my craft and my being.  Reading the book it talked about clairaudience - the ability to hear [...]

Family Drama and the Best Man

Im in Boston or some other huge city trying to avoid my grandparents, Angie, Ashley, and Danny; I have no prob running into Ryan. I seem to recall being in a mall at first, but then it transitions into the city. Architecture and landscaping looks familiar only to me because I've been here before in [...]

The Aftermath of Samhain Ceremony

Yesterday I conducted the Samhain ceremony for myself, and wrote some very deep and profound things to be released - old beliefs that are more harmful than helpful, feelings of fear, anger, and self-harm, and levels of resentment and control I have uncovered. As it said, I wrote it down and tore it into long [...]

My inner circle

I've found the grounding of my inner world... The visual balance of light and darkness, the stillness amongst movement.  A circle of white is painted and somewhat worn in the thickest and dark green grass I've ever enjoyed.. The sky... It dances. Breaking between thick hues of grey clouds is a blinding light, and it [...]