Changes in the wind

It's said that good things come in 3's, and after 16 grueling months of trying to survive, we're finally moving into a place of our own. I despise Rochester, and both the crime rate and poor education scare me, but at least we'll finally have a place of our own. Originally I'd driven down Chester [...]

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Transition

Wednesday marked my good-bye too Hannaford; almost made it to the 2 year mark, but I realized I'm losing money working there compared to doing Uber. Yesterday I managed to get the last of the money I needed to pay my phone bill before it's disconnected, and as a result, I'm finally in a position [...]

My Second Podcast

I wish I could snag the first podcast off the other app, but it won't let me. I switched too Podbean because it allows for more talk time, easier layout, and it's designed well. From now on my podcast will be through here. My second one was more of a spur of the moment thing [...]

My First Podcast Show – “I Have Something To Say

Not sure if I'm gonna stick with this app, but I'll give it a shot http://www.spreaker.com/show/carol-simpsons-show

The Goddess of Charity

As a child, when you do good deeds, you love to be praised and be reinforced with how good you are and what you've done. Today, thanks to the digital age of viral videos and shared post counts, there are tons of video to be seen of charitable acts of love.... but somehow, I didn't [...]

Catching Up

This month has been filled with up's & down's since I became homeless, but I'm surviving. Today I finally got my ass in gear and applied to about 15 different positions that are full time and range between mental health & travel agencies, spreading between the Seacoast and Concord. At this point, I refuse to [...]

Begging for Punishment

I'm at the edge of the precipice again... Last time I stood here I wrote that letter to Ben knowing full well the chain reaction of events would lead to a devastating level of revival towards healing, believing if I pushed past the point of transparency I'd find my way back, and I did... Now [...]

Blending Experiences

Yesterday I did the Hecates ceremony and a tarot reading with a few simple questions with powerful results. Before the Hecates ceremony I caught myself in a religious state I hadn't experienced in a long time... But the emotion was strong and intense. Whenever I prayed to God as a Seventh-day Adventist Id always end [...]

The Smallest Connection

To be human is to grieve, because if we grieve we are in touch with the swelling of emotions that make us so complex, the glue that permanently connects the puzzle pieces and fragments that make us human compared to the clinical diagnosis that seeks to pull us to pieces for fragmented labels of understanding. [...]