My Second Podcast

I wish I could snag the first podcast off the other app, but it won't let me. I switched too Podbean because it allows for more talk time, easier layout, and it's designed well. From now on my podcast will be through here. My second one was more of a spur of the moment thing [...]

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Addiction, blogs, and the mental element

Tired beyond belief in mind, body, and soul, I turn to my primitive mind engaging in old fantasies of the past that I entertained in my youth, consumed by lust, and the need to be loved. There's something about the emotional brain that's amazing and corruptive when left unchecked, but I find it essential at [...]

Clothes

I walk into what is at first a target with Aris and Sy to do some shopping I suppose... no real idea why we're there. Aris runs off to the right to pay off his card real quick while I'm left there holding a much more complacent child than usual. I start wandering around and [...]

It’s been forever, but just beginning. Happy New Year 2015

Well, here we are... it's New Years Eve 2014, and what a year it's been. I've gone though a 5k race, a car accident, moving, failing a course for the first time, graduating with my bachelors despite the failure, starting my masters, going to therapy, and bridging the gap between me and my ex. For [...]

Of Birth and Defense

I remember being in the woods in a caged in area. There were a few log cabins, and it was divided in the center. Evening was upon us. There were two teams, mine and theres, and the objective was to run away or fight to death to survive. We had 6 hours to try and [...]

Happy New Year: My Year in Review

This is my once-a-year summary to reflect on all that I've been through and the changes that I have made. If I had to summarize my year to one word: progress. I'm so happy to see it, and there's much more to come. For now here's what I have to reflect on: Education: I OFFICIALLY [...]

History Doesn’t Repeat Itself – It Only Rhymes

This is just killinng me now ` So my first dream was almost the same thing as yesterday; literally. Only differences were it was fragmented and a everything looked tiled in the end just like a mosaic, with blurred red, orange, pink, and gold hues. Still, I was desperate for my son. THEN I had [...]

Teachers of Revenge

I'm going to school, and the school itself has changed. It's a fusion of my college and my son's elementary school. Sy has daycare at "our" school now, and its a woman who looks almost the same as his primary teacher, along with a few teachers aids. After I've dropped him off in the classroom [...]

Coupe De Crash

It was a boring late summers night at home, and I needed to get out and do something. My brother wasn’t home, and my son was sleeping, but my “brothers car” was here…. a 1999 Saturn 2 door coupe, gold, and it was all mine to drive. (This isn’t his car in real life, nor [...]