Alone in a Coffee Shop

I'm surprised, geniunley shocked that I have alone time before work to write this morning. Having a car back has been bliss, and I've bought so many reading materials it's gonna take a while to get through them all - from 365 ways to raise your vibration, to the artists ways creativity cards & her [...]

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Reconnecting with the past

   Recently I've been working out of Pia Mellodys work on facing love addiction, and it separates how codependent addicts are split into 2 categories: the love addict, and the love avoidant. Love addicts cling at the hip where love avoidants fear that intimacy, but desperately crave it. As the patterns unfolded before me for [...]

My Dearest Nightmare

Day 1 To My Dearest Love, Forgive me if I don't know where to begin - I'm afraid my thoughts and feelings fall and scatter before me like a summer rain; I welcome and observe with a sense of melancholy what lays before me, but try as I might, I cannot catch them all. I [...]

The dream of annoying betrayal

During an afternoon nap I took, I had an awful dream. I'm sitting on the couch with Elizabeth having a conversation about my sons school. They switched up his daily progress reports to a piece of paper with check marks and comments. I tell elizabeth about this and how its not the same thing as [...]

Rushing Waters

I'm with someone at a brook in the middle of the woods - not sure who he is but I trust him. I decided I was thirsty and needed to get a drink. "In the middle of the woods, the water must be pure" I thought. The guy thats with me tells me not too [...]

Embracing One Another

I was traveling with a large group of SDA friends, former SDA friends, and random people from SDA academies that I didn't know. We ended up at this indoor camp retreat - much like natures classroom. The room we're in is a half-moon shape with boards of wood angled just so to make the curve [...]

Happy New Year: My Year in Review

This is my once-a-year summary to reflect on all that I've been through and the changes that I have made. If I had to summarize my year to one word: progress. I'm so happy to see it, and there's much more to come. For now here's what I have to reflect on: Education: I OFFICIALLY [...]

Forever in your Debt

The first part of my dream is hard to remember, consisting of varying elements. The second half is MUCH clearer, and I HAVE to work through it with dream analysis. Part 1: My ex was in my dream. We talked about something and I know I got pissed. Eventually he left and I went and [...]

I Grieve

I was with a large group of random people... some of them church members, some of them my little sisters friends from school.... but we were all at a theme park heading towards the next ride. I ran into Peter and Adam while we were all walking. Peter momentarily says hi, so I politely do the same... [...]

WTF Just Happened?

My family and I were somewhere doing something (great way to start this off, eh?) I think we were in downtown Dover. Something very valuable of ours gets ruined by some guy who works for Disney. We ask him to refund the price of the item or give us tickets into the theme parks to [...]