The Goddess of Charity

As a child, when you do good deeds, you love to be praised and be reinforced with how good you are and what you've done. Today, thanks to the digital age of viral videos and shared post counts, there are tons of video to be seen of charitable acts of love.... but somehow, I didn't [...]


Toxic Masculinity

Why it matters that my son is raised by a feminist Toxic Masculinity Produces Lonliness Also, pics from the women's march I went to in portsmouth

Addiction, blogs, and the mental element

Tired beyond belief in mind, body, and soul, I turn to my primitive mind engaging in old fantasies of the past that I entertained in my youth, consumed by lust, and the need to be loved. There's something about the emotional brain that's amazing and corruptive when left unchecked, but I find it essential at [...]

Alone in a Coffee Shop

I'm surprised, geniunley shocked that I have alone time before work to write this morning. Having a car back has been bliss, and I've bought so many reading materials it's gonna take a while to get through them all - from 365 ways to raise your vibration, to the artists ways creativity cards & her [...]

Blending Experiences

Yesterday I did the Hecates ceremony and a tarot reading with a few simple questions with powerful results. Before the Hecates ceremony I caught myself in a religious state I hadn't experienced in a long time... But the emotion was strong and intense. Whenever I prayed to God as a Seventh-day Adventist Id always end [...]

Normality is Strange

The past few days have been rather bland since thanksgiving, and I like it. Stranger than that is that the house feels "back to normal" in a sense. Kylie wanted to do a Sherlock marathon on Netflix, so I offered to bring my tv and stuff downstairs. About 4 hours in she calls it a [...]

Reward Over Fear

At first I was hesitant about it... "Taking Syrus for a run probably isn't a good idea; he's a toe walker after all, and I don't know what the impact on his feet would be." Then I started running back and forth between my bedroom and the hallway like I use too when I did [...]

Who Do I Want To Be

Who do I want to be? The truth is I thought I had it all figured out... Mapped, planned, carefully considered based on "who I am", but I don't know who I am anymore, and as a result, I'm uncertain of who I want to be. I've lost my drive for schooling, and with so [...]


Love is terrifying. In one of those free-association activities in the love yourself heal your life workbook, I recognized my own apprehension to answer certain sections... They have one on men, women, sex, money... Then love. I did the one on love and out of nowhere I donged on me... love is terrifying. Then the [...]