Transition

Wednesday marked my good-bye too Hannaford; almost made it to the 2 year mark, but I realized I'm losing money working there compared to doing Uber. Yesterday I managed to get the last of the money I needed to pay my phone bill before it's disconnected, and as a result, I'm finally in a position [...]

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My Second Podcast

I wish I could snag the first podcast off the other app, but it won't let me. I switched too Podbean because it allows for more talk time, easier layout, and it's designed well. From now on my podcast will be through here. My second one was more of a spur of the moment thing [...]

Toxic Masculinity

Why it matters that my son is raised by a feminist Toxic Masculinity Produces Lonliness Also, pics from the women's march I went to in portsmouth

Addiction, blogs, and the mental element

Tired beyond belief in mind, body, and soul, I turn to my primitive mind engaging in old fantasies of the past that I entertained in my youth, consumed by lust, and the need to be loved. There's something about the emotional brain that's amazing and corruptive when left unchecked, but I find it essential at [...]

I hate my life

Please forgive the stero-typical teenage drama-feasting title, but I have been plagued by anxiety, stress, depression, and tears, and I was hoping it was PMS but it's not. It's life. I can't stand it. 1) I hate being a single mother Let me make it known that I don't hate being a mom. I love [...]

Of Birth and Defense

I remember being in the woods in a caged in area. There were a few log cabins, and it was divided in the center. Evening was upon us. There were two teams, mine and theres, and the objective was to run away or fight to death to survive. We had 6 hours to try and [...]

Pissed? Leaky Faucet? Yuck!

I had a dream that my son "pottied" a little bit on the floor. I grabbed the dry diaper he'd just taken off to put it back on... but then he started peeing again before the diaper was on, so all I could do is cover his front with the diaper.  He just kept peeing [...]

The Sea of Dreams

I found myself standing beside my bed staring out the window on a warm spring morning. Nature was growing towards the sky, and the sun beamed brightly through my window. I could see the road into town that lay just beyond the small patch of lawn in front of the house. A thicket of trees [...]

I Dream of Fears

Lately I’ve had few and fleeting dreams. I remember but glimpses into my unconscious mind. I dream of fears. I dreamt my brother scolded me and made me feel like an awful parent. In real life my brother commented how my son doesn’t seem to nap much at present, and it’s true. I leave my son in [...]