Addiction, blogs, and the mental element

Tired beyond belief in mind, body, and soul, I turn to my primitive mind engaging in old fantasies of the past that I entertained in my youth, consumed by lust, and the need to be loved. There's something about the emotional brain that's amazing and corruptive when left unchecked, but I find it essential at [...]

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I Love You, and I am Listening

Place one hand over your heart, and the other over your stomach. Breathe deeply for just a minute, and say to yourself "I love you, and I am listening". What was the impact? I was doing a guided meditation and was promoted to do this, noticing my internal reactions... It was strange to me. A [...]

My Dearest Nightmare

Day 1 To My Dearest Love, Forgive me if I don't know where to begin - I'm afraid my thoughts and feelings fall and scatter before me like a summer rain; I welcome and observe with a sense of melancholy what lays before me, but try as I might, I cannot catch them all. I [...]

Days gone by

First real day of spring and I am so happy to have spent it outside! First I got my crew from work out the door to do a little bit of walking through some trails, then I took the other crew to the beach to enjoy the ocean.... last I took myself hiking up a [...]

A House on the Water

I'm trying to uncover something... something bad I think, as if I were on a mission of some kind, but my memory fails me; I know it's contingent on the previous dream. I pull over in my sleek little sporty car with the top down and come upon this gorgeous 2 story home that's up [...]

Run

I was on a well paved road in Maine against the coastline. It was a beautiful & rich suburban area on top of a mountainside. To my right were houses nestled within a thicket of woods that contrasted the bright green leaves; to the left were a few darker evergreen trees against the edge of [...]

Of Birth and Defense

I remember being in the woods in a caged in area. There were a few log cabins, and it was divided in the center. Evening was upon us. There were two teams, mine and theres, and the objective was to run away or fight to death to survive. We had 6 hours to try and [...]

Rushing Waters

I'm with someone at a brook in the middle of the woods - not sure who he is but I trust him. I decided I was thirsty and needed to get a drink. "In the middle of the woods, the water must be pure" I thought. The guy thats with me tells me not too [...]

Seaside Reunion

My dream starts off at this house with a picnic table at the back. Moms side of the family has all united for a reunion, and somehow I'm the one managing certain aspects about it. Then the dream setting shifts, and were all at the beach saying goodbye to one another. I gave aunt Angie [...]

Forever in your Debt

The first part of my dream is hard to remember, consisting of varying elements. The second half is MUCH clearer, and I HAVE to work through it with dream analysis. Part 1: My ex was in my dream. We talked about something and I know I got pissed. Eventually he left and I went and [...]