Clothes

I walk into what is at first a target with Aris and Sy to do some shopping I suppose... no real idea why we're there. Aris runs off to the right to pay off his card real quick while I'm left there holding a much more complacent child than usual. I start wandering around and [...]

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Happy New Year: My Year in Review

This is my once-a-year summary to reflect on all that I've been through and the changes that I have made. If I had to summarize my year to one word: progress. I'm so happy to see it, and there's much more to come. For now here's what I have to reflect on: Education: I OFFICIALLY [...]

History Doesn’t Repeat Itself – It Only Rhymes

This is just killinng me now ` So my first dream was almost the same thing as yesterday; literally. Only differences were it was fragmented and a everything looked tiled in the end just like a mosaic, with blurred red, orange, pink, and gold hues. Still, I was desperate for my son. THEN I had [...]

Teachers of Revenge

I'm going to school, and the school itself has changed. It's a fusion of my college and my son's elementary school. Sy has daycare at "our" school now, and its a woman who looks almost the same as his primary teacher, along with a few teachers aids. After I've dropped him off in the classroom [...]

I Dream of Fears

Lately I’ve had few and fleeting dreams. I remember but glimpses into my unconscious mind. I dream of fears. I dreamt my brother scolded me and made me feel like an awful parent. In real life my brother commented how my son doesn’t seem to nap much at present, and it’s true. I leave my son in [...]

Lost in Boston

I was in Boston to go to some unknown museum with my son Syrus, mom, my brother Jamie, and my ex/son’s father Aris. His most recent psycho fucking ex Kai ended up showing up out of nowhere, because anime Boston was probably going on, and he wanted to ditch us for her. Aris initially dumped Syrus on me and took off wandering [...]