Tales of a Tarot Reader Pt. 1

About 2 or 3 weeks ago I started my own pagan consult business, but it's mostly paid tarot readings. I sat at the computer, typed up a flyer, printed out 10, and on the second hand-out at 5 monkeys tattoo, the woman was like "Oh my god, you do tarot readings? You have time to [...]

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Containment Past The Breaking Point

I don't know where to begin, other than with the tears I've had bottled up inside of me lately... It starts with a steady stream of hating my "new job". I got to work 2 weeks ago where I was told I was no longer front end and am now Deli only. I had made [...]

On Spirituality & Self

I suppose the need for control comes from the inability to forgive... If I could forgive, I wouldn't need to have so many walls up... What would it look like to forgive? What would it look like to forgive myself? Forgiveness and "letting go" go hand-in-hand... I don't know what I'm doing or how to [...]

The Context of Intimacy

I feel like a manipulative asshole! I wasn't trying to BE manipulative, I was just blind to what was going on... Where I have a hard time understanding intimacy apparently, I have to wonder to what degree it exists outside the realms of a romantic relationship - was I asking for too much, or is [...]

Another Coworker Dream

I don't remember much of the dream... just the feeling I got at one particular time. There is a guy I work with who, as it turns out, is into anime, video games, and has his own band. Well, the other day (in real life) we got paired up with one another to work on [...]

Swayed But Not Deterred

Today I received my rejection letter for a position I had applied for internally for the organization I have come to love. At first I cried... I couldn't help it. I thought I had sold myself so well, but yet I didn't get the job... what had I done wrong? Turns out, I did nothing [...]

Rattled & Dumb

 I'm hanging out with a coworker and her boyfriend, when I accidentally cause a fight to erupt by giving him a hug. >.>' I feel horrible, like I'm some kind player caught cheating (though I would assume players wouldn't feel bad - ever). I apologize, but before I can even get the words out of [...]

Days gone by

First real day of spring and I am so happy to have spent it outside! First I got my crew from work out the door to do a little bit of walking through some trails, then I took the other crew to the beach to enjoy the ocean.... last I took myself hiking up a [...]

A Job for Life

I'm at my former place of employment - Yangtze, and I'm begging for a job from Moe. I feel incredibly small... almost half his height; in real life however he's only about 2 or 3 inches taller than me. He seems somewhat kinder and fatter than he use to be, but I don't question it. [...]

Yangtze Restaurant

I'm working at yangtze again. I walked in looking for a job app, and Moe hired me on the spot. Strangely enough I was already wearing the black and white attire. Customers start pouring in and I'm taking orders like I use to. Katie and Heather were there from old, but Aris was now working [...]